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Q1:
I'm pretty lucky, I am 22 and I have worked in the film industry, adventure tourism, studied adventure tourism and film, lived all over New Zealand, surrounded myself around all different types of people and now I am a corporate whore (temping) attending business meetings with the game players. What a bunch of boring people, give me the money and get myself overseas is the new plan!...experience other cultures is my next objective.
My "obsession" with new experiences is constantly pushing me into new directions of experience and I am learning fast. I like Vals quote about how society wants us to be obsessed with goals, rather then experience and ever since reading his quote, I have become even more "experience" motivated. The next adventure is to go overseas, and go explore the consciousness lab in Portugal. Thank you Higher Self for making me an
interesting person, and with YOUR ideas into "the mix" -- and my luck with having so many friends being able to understand your materials, which makes me relationships with them that much stronger, I am happy with being ME.
Now, in your Matrix V: Graduation Key edition, you say that Higher Self's do not chit-chat with an incarnation. The question I have is, last week, I was given an "image" in which I rarely recieve, of a native american (about 60 years old, long platted hair) and I did not "hear a voice" in my head, but rather "felt" an energy of that image, being what I think was my Final Incarnation.
Is that "chit-chat" with my Higher Self, or is that visual images representing itself as knowledge?
Yay! It's End Game and I am glad that I am not anyone, but ME!
I'm on page 10 of the Graduation Key -- thanks to my friend, Gen who brought the book. I am wearing the t-1, have ordered another dose of brain lightning and have begun eating organic food (it's taken me 2 years, since reading Val's Matrix books to feel that I desire a healthier life). I know I am a light-sider (extremely passive when someone instigates a confrontation) and look forward to learning how to approach confrontation from a more balanced perspective. Maybe I won't learn in this incarnation, but the intent is now there.
A:
Good for you! I, for one, would much rather live in New Zealand than fascist
Amerika, but, yes, have whatever experiences you want while you still can.
I used the term "chit chat" on purpose because it conveys idle conversation. It is not that you cannot receive communications from your Higher Self or Dominants or even your Final, but these are brief and serve a specific, path-related purpose. One's Higher Self does not engage in conversation with an incarnation. Game rules and all.
Religions use praying as their way to communicate to non-existent deities. Prayer is a subservient communication. Making a request of one's Higher Self is not prayer nor subservient because you are your Higher Self, as those for whom M5 is written know. Yet this is NOT 'chit chat'. You don't say, 'So, how are you today and which other Higher Selves are you communicating with...and about what?' You should get my drift. There are times when your Higher Self may give you information that comes as a burst of inspiration without your initiating a conscious request. That's part of shim ensuring your path has the necessary course corrections, but it's definitely not 'chit chat'.
Be who you are and don't worry about what anyone else is doing on their path. Individuality, not conformity, is the answer. All this is, of course, taken further in Volume III which has just been published. Enjoy your path!
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Q2:
Your topic of health nuts, in the sequential body ID segment, was an interesting one. I myself
can be a borderline health nut sometimes, but it is not to prolong my life, but rather because part of my advancement has involved
developing a relationship with the body I am in and knowing what it needs to function optimally. I pay close attention
to the food it requires: whether I crave raw vegetables or beef, my body is telling me what it needs and I listen...
not because I think I'm supposed to, or because people tell me to, but because I feel better, think better, operate better
when I treat it well and listen. It's similar to using high octane gas in your car.
But this is just what I have decided works best for me. I hear so much talk about diets from people I know...
people pushing the vegan diet, the this diet, the that diet. Diet is a personal thing above all! Every body requires something
different, and that's why I am hesitant to ever make a blanket recommendation to anyone.
I am also not strict at all; once a week I allow myself a hearty dessert, apple pie or similar. What's the point in being
totally healthy if you can't allow yourself some pleasure too?
A:
The whole core of the M5 materials deals with INDIVIDUAL paths. The
health nut path is as valid of an incarnational choice as is the junk food
junkie. It's ALL about experiences and individual Higher Self needs. That people
are always bitching about the type of body one has or the food choices they
choose shows the lack of comprehension of individual paths and Higher Self
needs. It demonstrates their body ID mode. They all want conformity: she's too
fat (be like me-sequential), he doesn't work out (be like me sequential), she's
too this/he's too that...all these are shitty sequential, conformist wails.
Anyone who is subject to this type of bullshit, tell them to "Fuck off!
It's MY path and I'll do what the hell I please!" And, depending on
YOUR path, either pass the donuts or munch on some sprouts or whatever! The
preachy types: you shouldn't eat that/you must do this/you must conform are
ALL sequential and body oriented. The unfortunate thing is that in EndGame
Earth, we are loaded with the demands to conform on a global scale. This is part
of the sequentialization and body orientation.
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Q3:
I was totally enjoyed your segment
Planetary Spirit Under Attack. I am curious about the other Final Incarnation who participated in this cleansing and anything else you can add to what you have written.
A:
It was a special event, to be sure. No, I can’t answer anything else about the other Final chosen by the Planetary Spirit for that event. My Higher Self knows but it is not necessary for me, as the incarnation, to be consciously aware of this person. I would not be surprised to discover that the other Final is well removed from the EndGame time period, although that Higher Self would definitely have Very Advanced incarnations during
EndGame. Of course when something like that seemingly open-ended segment appears, the delusional as well as the deceptive ooze out of the woodwork. I have been contacted by such claiming to be that other Final, yet there is a certain way that I would be contacted IF it were the true other Final in the ritual. I told Val that the loons would appear: the ‘I-want-to-be’
delusionals. The Game as well may attempt to generate a false
'Final' in order to try and block or disrupt the M5 project. I have no time for this and the M5 project will not be interfered with in this manner either. My advice to M5 readers is to be very suspicious of anyone claiming to be the other Final in the ritual. Recall certain M5 segments where I write how Finals do not go around proclaiming who they are unless there is a specific (VERY rare) reason for this fact to be known. The Matrix V project is one of those VERY rare situations. Even so, I maintain my seclusion as much as possible and seek no personal publicity. Pre-Graduation is a critical time for us. Simultaneous path, pre-Graduate Higher Selves will not have this interfered with. Those, for whom the Matrix V series is written, know exactly what I mean.
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Q4:
My question regards the topic of shamanic journeys , I had a bit of training in the classic" new age" technique
with good results but allot of things didn't add up in my mind, as I was contemplating the the inner works of the journeying process i came to the conclusion that the shamanic journeys are a form
(imagery/ associations) for conscious intention to manifest and I paralleled the trance state to a between state of directed dreaming
(hippnogogic imagery) to oobe. as I read more and practiced more I concluded that their are more direct ways
of obtaining same results and without invoking all sort of spirits (animal spirits
etc..) for help ( even if only by intention) also understanding that most of the guides are higher self extensions,
I understand that imagery ( or any sensory input that has an outline) is a way of communicating in astral subtleties (even in the communication of the higher self to its incarnation) my question is ,is their a more direct/essential way of journeying that you can share?
A:
While shamanic work has been
touched on in M5, it is not the purpose of M5 to teach how. Unless one is
properly taught by genuine shamans, as opposed to pseudo-shamanic hacks, one
cannot ever become a shaman. True shamans are rare. I met 2 people locally who
claim to be 'shamans'. When I asked about their training, they said they
"read a couple books" and "went to a weekend seminar". They
are deceiving themselves and any to whom they present themselves as
"shamans". Pseudo/faux shamans are fairly common. One does not become
a shaman by reading a book nor by attending a weekend seminar. It takes years of
dedication. Unless I directly approach an individual, I will not teach shamanic
practices or techniques. The only site I can recommend is www.medicinegarden.com
Eileen is a shaman and has properly taught shamans available for commercial
work. I have nothing more to say on this topic.
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Q5:
The more I think of it I consider that you may be right concerning
the M5 material. On this end I can't seem to "not" read it. There have
been times when driving in California to buy the earlier volumes that I felt as
though every emotion in my body was trying to prevent me from getting to the
book store. I took that as a signal to push through even more. Over the years I
have been disturbed and awakened all at the same time. I feel that I have to
read it as I have already received much awareness from the earlier M5 volumes. I
live in Sedona and as I'm sure you know there is a whole lot of fluff and buff
out here. My awareness of these matters has served me greatly.
A:
Yes,
when it comes to the M5 material, all three volumes, having functioned as the
editor, it has become a part of me - I am always right. You are correct
regarding the challenge of being in Sedona, surrounded by lightside (and
darkside) propaganda - it's like being a rose in a mud puddle. What is good for
them, around you, is good for them in their incarnational perspective. What is
good for you, you must determine. Very accurate description below, by you, of
how body id programming tries to keep you in the game. I recommend beginning
again, with the first volume of Gold Edition, segments AND Q&A, and
progressing through the books. You may have to force the issue with this
incarnation, due to the constant blather around you, where you live. It's all up
to you ....
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Q6:
The last time I had a clear OOBE was about 23 yrs ago back in Montreal, some kind of astral parasite leeching off me, hadn't known how to protect myself. I've been having quite a few back then, then it stopped. HS will let know in the right time. Read Monroe's 3 books, and Frost, and ordered the Gateway tapes. Your information on creating gold light is invaluable. Fuck the 'White Brotherhood' and giving off white light and 'love'. I can say now that studying occult can be just as dangerous as drugs. I've stopped both.
I like your style of writing, raw and to the point. There's a lot of energy in MVG. It's like tuning into a certain frequency, like a laser going thru steel.
A:
Thanks for your comments. I'm glad that the M5 series is proving worthwhile on your path. Vol III takes the material even higher than the other two. It will add much to what you have in the first two.
Yes, the occult (hidden) can be dangerous. The Dark polarity has hidden many traps in there to keep knowledge from the genuine seeker. The Light polarity has other traps to lure the same seeker into false sense of security with dead-end loops. Working one's way around both polarity traps can be difficult, but your Higher Self knows what you need for your current incarnation.
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Q7:
I have a question that won't go away so I though I'd give asking you a shot (long shot, I know). I don't understand why a Higher Self would need to continue on to the next Simultaneous path planet. I have read in M5 that before the Earth Simultaneous path incarnations begin the Higher Self plans for all the experiences Shim will need and Shim can have as many incarnations as Shim needs. So why would there be a situation where EndGame arrives and Shim isn't ready? Also is there a nexus of time operation to recall all the incarnations of a "continuing on to the next Simultaneous path planet" Higher Self? If so who handles that since there is no Final yet?
I think I am a little worried that I may not be graduating and continuing on instead. Which on the one hand might not be so bad (I trust my Higher Self) but I think I'd rather graduate from Earth.
A:
What do you expect from the perspective of an incarnation that is not a Final? You are not trusting in YOUR Higher Self, for one.
Here's something for you to consider: you are planning to go away. You think you have all your plans set without a flaw.
Something(s) happen that throw the plans into the garbage. Game addiction is mentioned throughout M5. The simultaneous path is a new option. it can also bring addiction. Your incarnational perspective is flawed combined with the sequential concept of progressing as a planetary unit.
ALL Higher Selves have the Nexus of Time feature whether it be sequential or simultaneous. That is how a Higher Self extends into the incarnational matrix. Dominants and the Final are features that a Higher Self instills when shim chooses to become a pre-Graduate.
There is no need on your part to be concerned with what your Higher Self has planned. You should be enjoying your current incarnation. What will be for you is already decided By you as your Higher Self.
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Q8:
"Monroe
was told about Nonhuman Intelligences ( former humans ) on p. 194-5 ( Ultimate
Journey ) . Are they human souls , who's been eaten up by Reptilians and others
and the ones ( thousands ) which were taken in small metal containers off Earth
by Spaceships to continue life in nonhuman bodies or environment ( or both ) .
Andromedans didn't want to explain to Alex Collier where these souls were
supposed to end up . And IT"S a difficult task for our Higher Selves to
locate them and return to the cluster to become COMPLETE . There seems to be
another way to insert Simaltaneous human souls ( low to mid level ) into
nonhuman bodies with the help of Light , Tunnel and the Generator off the coast
of South Africa here on Earth ( as you've mentioned ) .
A:
All simultaneous path Higher Selves
were, at some time, non-human intelligences. Reptilian incarnations are one of
them, for example. Again, what Monroe exactly means is impossible to say. We
should not be concerned with matters that do not touch directly on our current
incarnation or try to 'save' anything from anyone on the level you are curious
about. This is why I always say trust in YOUR Higher Self. Nothing can happen to
any of shim's incarnations, to derail the incarnational paths, without that
Higher Self's permission. A lot of the proposals that are given to New Age
communities involved instilling fear. What you ask about is one of those. Fear,
in any form, pulls one away from a spirit path to a body path. And, if you
haven't learned anything else from M5, is that the aliens ALL lie. They have
agendas and their agendas revolve around interference in simultaneous path
areas. Be concerned about your current incarnation. Learn what you desire to
learn, but be able to discern between propaganda (fear or salvation types
especially) and genuine knowledge.
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Q9:
"Why
would Monroe have to return to a 'new' ( 4 D ) Earth after the year 3000 if he
is graduating the Game ? I'm under impression that only those who had one life
on Earth would have to return to Earth after year 3000 , but Monroe had more
than one life .
A:
I really have no idea why Monroe
wrote that section about harvesting on a post-Graduate Earth. I have never found
anything to support this strange part of his book. Note that it is also heavily
body ID'd where a male and a female physical body are kept around. This is
contrary to the spirit ID that Graduates have. It may be that this was his
fantasy. From what I have learned, once we Graduate Earth we move to new
experiences and not clinging to the past in this way. Again, only Monroe can say
why he wrote what he did, but he is long gone. His books are his experiences,
but he was also secretive and selective in what he chose to write.
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Q10:
"If all
Simultaneous Higher Selves are gathering between 7 and 8th Density , would THIS
PLACE be the New temporary home Robert Monroe is talking about on page 195 in Ultimate
Journey?
A:
I have not said that the
simultaneous path Higher Selves are between the 7th and 8th density. Some people
assume this is what I mean since the body oriented are always looking to
categorize everything. They are where they are and I leave it at that. As far as
what Monroe is referring to, who knows besides him and he is no longer around to
answer questions. If 'home' is where one resides, then, yes, where the
simultaneous path Higher Selves are would be considered 'home' for now. Likewise
for the sequential path Higher Selves who are on another level.
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Q11:
"Hello - I'm an M5 trilogy reader. I was thinking about your writings on the Galaxy Endgame recently. It was very interesting to read. I got to watch a few documentaries with regards to outer space not long ago- it showed the countless galaxies lighting up the visible universe. Very neat. I remembered how you said each Galaxy game is like a different 'board-game'. This implies one game player does not intrude on another game in play. Does that mean the technologically advanced sequential incarnations in our Galaxy somehow cannot, or are unable to travel to other nearby galaxies? Some of the
disseminated information on alien interstellar travel seem to imply that they can traverse across galaxies easily. I'm curious-- is it some force that prevents travel outside of each galaxy, or certain circumstances
(eg. technological barrier) that does not permit such an intrusion into another Galaxy Game?"
A:
To be IN a Galaxy Game, you must
be incarnated, after accepting the rules/restrictions of THAT particular
Galaxy Game, in order to be playing the Game. This is where one's Higher Self
has decided that one particular version of the Game is best suited to shim's
requirements for Advancement. Before accepting one Game over another, a Higher
Self examines all the current Games
from all angles.
Remember that no sequential
path is superior to ANY simultaneous path. Technological superiority
detracts from spirituality. This has been discussed in M5. Game addicts, like
the reptilian, are most interested in subduing the galaxy they live in to their
rule. As ancient and technologically advanced as the Orion Empire is, they
have been unable to rule even 1/4 of this galaxy. Don't be taken in by
technological advancement.
The designer(s) of our Galaxy
Game have ultimate control of what happens within and the Game rules are
unchangeable once the Game has begun. The Higher Selves who participate know
this very well. If any group of incarnations thinks they can interfere with
another Game on a physical level, something will happen to deny them this
perceived opportunity.
I have astral traveled outside
of our Galaxy Game, but have not entered another. It would be spiritually
immature of me to do so. If I would have consciously entertained the thought of
poking around another Game, my Higher Self would have kept me from developing
the astral travel talent.
So the bottom line answer to
your question is that it would fall to the incarnation's Higher Self to
determine which incarnations develop astral travel talents. If this were to
waiver, the Game designer(s) would 'remind' that Higher Self of the Game rules
voluntarily agreed to. Forget what you may see on Star
Trek or Stargate.
As far as what some aliens
claim, remember that when any and all aliens, who dabble on Earth, make
announcements, claims and predictions, they have an agenda that involves
hindering the simultaneous path. I would not trust any alien or what they say.
The sequentials do not respect our path and would love nothing better than to
drag us backward. So, when one claims they are from another galaxy, those, for
whom M5 is written, should ask why they aren’t content on staying in their own
galaxy. Also, for such an apparently technologically advanced race, why Earth?
Why not one of this galaxy’s tech-oriented groups, like the Orion or Sirian
Empires? No, these aliens have agendas and they are not for our benefit
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Q12:
"Your last two observations have been most interesting. Not only are there species extinctions, but notice how ‘lightsider extinctions’ are also occurring. Websites like Ickes, Artic Beacon, Wayne Madsen Report, Air America and others are having increasing difficulty financing their websites, radio shows and publications. Appeals for donations, loans, etc are a sure sign of the blanket of darkness descending upon lightsider efforts. At the same time, UN efforts like ‘Agenda 21’ and the new ‘Security and Prosperity Partnership of North America’ are advancing the one world agenda at astonishing rates in this part of the world.
On the other hand I find the details of all these initiatives, from both sides, increasingly boring. More of the same – same old fear tactics (raised to new technological levels), same old paradigm, same old hierarchical control structures – like an old movie once interesting, but now stale and passé. I am increasingly restless to ‘move on’.
I do have a question: Is it typical that simultaneous planetary spirits ‘trump’ the endgame efforts on all simultaneous planets (dark or light sectors of the galaxy)? It seems that the final stages of ‘converting’ any simultaneous planet by sequentials to their own dark or light side agenda would trigger such a graduation of the planetary spirit – to bring an ending to the ‘local’ simultaneous experience and provide another planet to take its place in this galaxy game. Comment?
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A:
Yes, ALL simultaneous planets go through similar shit as Earth is. While Earth is in a Dark sector, other simultaneous planets have been and will be in Light sectors and the Game addicts will
harass the pre-Graduates with in-your-face power that they have. It's all part of the process of EndGame. It should be no surprise that this is so or that any reader, whom M5 is written, couldn't figure that out. All types of games have similar endings. In our Galaxy Game, there is a double path: Graduation or continuation of the Game. From the Earth stage, most have chosen continuation.
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Q13:
"I have a question on the nature of those continuing in the next sector of the game when the Planetary spirit ( not just Earth, but any past or future simultaneous planet). You have written many times that the Higher Self will designate a final and dominant incarnations when shim has decided to graduate on the upcoming simultaneous planet, but will not if shim decides to continue onto the next planet- so what happens to all of the incarnations on a previous simultaneous planet?
As linear time is an illusion will all those incarnations be summoned once the Higher Self's Final (albeit on another planet) manipulates the Nexus of Time? Or do they return to the Higher Self when the Planetary Spirit dies on that simultaneous planet? So what I'm asking is if you or any of the other pre-graduates on this planet have incarnations on the previous simultaneous planet and if so are they still active, waiting to be summoned by the Final on this planet? Or have they already been
re-integrated? Perhaps this is knowledge beyond my need to know at this time, but I desire a little more clarity and thought I'd ask.
A:
When a simultaneous path Higher Self wants to
continue on the next so-designated planet, shim does so with a new batch of
incarnations. The rules for simultaneous path say that Higher Self's
incarnations may not have their current incarnations with full memories of all
lives (sequential). Remember, you are asking this from the position of the
incarnation and not your Higher Self who retains ALL memories of both path
incarnations.
The simultaneous path planet
designated remains active until the Planetary Spirit Graduates. That brings
physical death to all incarnations on the planet. These incarnational
streams are processed directly by the Higher Self. The Final and Dominants don't
exist.
Of course there are many Higher
Selves on the Earth stage who have been on previous simultaneous planets. In
this current group of pre-Graduates, some are a one shot adventure (Earth alone)
and others are more than one but Earth is their Graduation point, hence
Dominants and a Final.
Yes, you are asking more
complicated questions that really do not concern the incarnations at this stage.
What I have just given you here will have to do. Any more will have to wait till
you Graduate. Just remember, your simultaneous path Higher Self has ALL the
information. It's the incarnation/body ID that can inhibit you. This is also an
area of interest for certain sequential path beings.
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Q14:
"There are two topics I was hoping you could provide some additional information. In order to make the email easier to read and respond to, I am going to send it in two parts. The first topic is about the dealing with the succubistic nature of the female body. The second is about the use of occult energy without giving away one's power. I also have a book recommendation that may be
beneficial for some of your readers.
After I read your material, I decided that there was enough validity to what you wrote to accept the parts that I had no reference to (our
body being an alien creation for example) as an assumed truth and proceed from there. One of the decisions that I made after reading the material was to discontinue physical contact with women. I have been dealing with a lot of the 'rocks' that have come from that decision since then, although I have also had several positive experiences along the way that have left me satisfied with my
choice.
The only physical contact that I had with women previous to that decision was from: 1. affection that I shared with my grandmother and mother, 2. shaking hands when being introduced to someone, 3. bumping into someone or sitting next to someone in public areas and similar types of situations that come up in 'daily life.' Both my
grandmother and mother have accepted my decision, understanding it is something that I feel is
necessary for my spiritual growth even though they don't like or understand my choice. With the second situation, when I introduce myself to a female I will explain I am following a spiritual discipline which prevents me from having physical contact with the opposite sex, which will either create an awkward social situation (always fun to deal with) or opens up the door to questions which I do my best to answer. With the third
situation I have just been doing the best I can to be aware of my surroundings and keep accidental contacts to a minimum.
Most of what I need cleared up at this point come from questions I have been asked by other people that have come up based on the situations I described above. Whenever I make it to the point where I start talking about how the way our
bodies are designed the female will drain the male of his energies, or how contact with the opposite gender
impedes spiritual progress I run into problems. Most of the people I talk to are genuinely interested if these things are true or not, but below the level
necessary to comprehend the MV5 material
in its entirety. (So bringing anything up along the lines of aliens or information obtained via OBE is not going to help them understand.) Do you have any additional information or know of any books available on third density that I can use to gain a better understanding of this matter? Also, regarding accidental contacts, are situations like that to be expected/accepted as part of life or would you
recommend I do everything within my power to avoid them at all costs?
A:
When I met an M5 female reader in another state, she said she knew I didn't want to have opposite gender contact. I told her I knew how to handle casual contact and gave her a hug. Of course my shamanic training was significant in learning how to block unwanted energy transfers, but this is where I am and add the Awakened Final to the overall picture. You have to decide what is best for you at your stage of the current incarnation. Some do benefit from zero contact. Some just are too body ID'd not to have full sexual contact. Whatever is right for you IS right for you. Remember that the M5 materials are not for all Earthers and it is only my observations and advice that can be accepted or rejected in part or total. It doesn't matter to me, but I've done what I am suppose to.
When I see a female in the succubistic mode (making a bee-line for my energy), I ensure that she keeps her distance. I've been known to say to her, "Wrong gender for getting that close - keep your distance". That always puts them on the defensive, but I could care less. The same should work if a female M5 reader desires to keep males away from her field. Yes, the other may come out with Game approved comments, but they have no effect on me. Don't be concerned with accidental or professional contacts (like hand shaking in a business way). Keep yourself centered and gold light shield up.
No, there are no other books I know of that deal with this subject. There are many topics in M5 that are unique to M5, and that's the way it is designed by the pre-Grad Higher Selves and Game
designer(s).
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Q15:
"A comment to your last post about Pluto, interesting to note that right now ( 24/8 when it was on the news ) mars (ego oriented) in Virgo( rationalist scientists ) is making a square to Pluto, reflecting nicely the attack on Pluto's place in the solar system. The second thing to note on Pluto conjunction the G.C is that it still didn't pass on the exact degree ( 26.56-57 ) and it will do that for the first time in the end of December , while ten days before there will be a new moon ( with the sun close to its solstice point ) in conjunction with the G.C Pluto point!. I guess that will be the birth of this new phase that has been climbing for a while now , and will open the gates for those last stages of world drama ,fascinating to see the cosmic clock ticking. No wonder the scientific community is demoting Pluto right now when it is so relevant to human and earth changes. I am waiting ( if I will still be here ) for the cosmic clock to go "click" on the alignment of the 2012 December solstice sun with the Galactic equator, that will be a hell of a sunrise!!"
A:
Yes, the Galactic Center is a drama that is still unfolding. It is connected with the Graduation Key, all pre-Graduates and the Earth Planetary Spirit. It will be 'interesting' to see how it develops.
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Q16:
"Is there anything else
that you can reveal about energy and gender that you have not mentioned in the
Matrix 5 series?
A:
M5 gives a lot of information on Higher Self path
body ID and energy. Both the sequential and the simultaneous paths have the
same gender energy structure. The males generate energy while the females store
it and siphon it from the males in all
heterosexual situations. The noted exception with females is in lesbian
relationships. The spirit has been able to redirect body energy flows to
support female to female interaction. Same gender relationships are spiritual
in nature. Opposite gender relationships are incarnational/body ID in nature.
However, on
the Nature Spirit path, there is no such gender energy structure. Both males and
females generate energy. This is why monogamy is very
rare on this path. One gender needs the other only for procreation and not a
dependency relationship.
An example to
note is with both dogs and cats. Both genders of animals radiate lots of
energy. When a person is down or low in energy, holding/petting a dog or cat (of
either gender) will allow the person to benefit from their energy. This
is not a succubistic relationship. It is by design and part of the interaction
between Higher Self and Nature Spirit paths. This does not mean that all
animals will do this for you. Mammals are the potential energy source here
(Earthers), not fish, amphibians, insects or reptiles. It is by design that
certain animals willingly give their energy to us. This information is contained
in greater detail in the Library on 27 and within our Higher Selves. After
Graduation, you will have full access to an unbelievable wealth of knowledge.
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Q17:
Today I was reading one of your writings that you have posted since Matrix (The Journey) was published. You mentioned a dental hygienist who you noticed had alien black eyes. This writing struck me since I was told many years ago (in the early 90's) that when I spared in karate that people noticed my eyes turned black.
I also had a dream many years ago that my mom and I were abducted. The aliens (very human looking) had us kneel in a circle. They then had a large alien go around the circle and cut off everyone's head and replace it with another head. When they got to me, the alien in charge told them to stop, that they could not touch me because I was a half-and-half. I woke up in a panic and have spent years trying to figure out what that dream meant. I also heard a name called out to me twice about 9 years ago. When I looked up this name and the history of this person, I was shocked to see that in history he was considered half man, half god.
I had a dream in the 90's that I was in a large floating warehouse, the colors were copper like and I saw floating barges with heads in them. All the barges had eight heads in them. The one barge I was in had one head missing. When I woke up I thought to myself that I am waking up and finishing my journey on Earth!!! I knew that all the heads were of me in some sort of way.
After reading your Matrix books I thought that I may be a dominant. Since your writing about the dental hygienist, I am not so sure.
My question is: Is it possible that there are half alien / half human beings that are on the Earth and do not know who they are? I was truly hoping to be a graduate ( I am tired ) but if it is my path to be the forerunner of my sequential playmates, I will accept this calling.
Your writings will help me no matter who or what I am. I know of the truth that you speak since I have searched all of this lifetime for the truth.
If you choose not to respond I will understand that you feel I need to find this info out for myself.
A:
Yes, there are alien/Earther hybrids running around. I know one personally whose father was alien. As for your individual case, you will have to discover what is/is not important for your path. Remember that the spirit of an Earther counts when on the simultaneous path. The only advice I can give is to trust in YOUR Higher Self.
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Q18:
Thank you so much for sharing your knowledge. M5 has transformed my life. I am a female and completely understand the programming of women per Orion commands. It's difficult for me to find female friends because of that. I began reading M5 shortly after it came out, have read it several times over since, have also read Vol II and III and M5G, also several times each. Each time I get more out of the reading. When reading M5G recently I had a really incredible experience. I began to feel a strong energy running into my crown
chakra; it kept flooding down through all my chakras and seemed to flood into every cell. My hands just kind of placed themselves about a foot into my aura around my head and just stayed there for about a half hour, without getting tired from holding themselves up. I could feel the expansion of my energy field. I was "told" that I was "receiving a download," and that I would understand the contents of it in time. This was such an emotional experience. Since then I have had so many "ah
hahs" and new and deeper understanding of the material I've read over the years in M5. I don't know if this was a rote, or whatever, but it has been phenomenal, and I know it came directly from M5G's "energy." Could this have been a rote?
Also thank you for the recommendation of the particular version of Swan Lake. I listened to it in my car as I was driving on a back road through the northern California redwoods. I was crying all the way out of a kind of pure joy. In addition to what you mention concerning track 14, I could also see Earthers running around playing the Game in a couple of passages. Amazing.
Finally, I wanted to ask you a specific question. For some time now I have had visions that involve seeing people. Sometimes they are shadowy but often they are vividly clear, with clear details. They are usually of different time periods with specifically clear clothing of the time periods involved, and the individuals are doing things. An example, a man in snow type clothing--not sure of the time period--with snow boots, black hair waving in the cold wind. He was a "tracker" who's senses were very well developed. This picture was as clear as if I was there with him. I've seen a woman in Roman times who was wealthy and very much of a spoiled brat, bossing her slaves around. I've seen a battle scene of the Crusades with a close up of a Knights Templar soldier in full uniform with the red cross on his helmet ( I did not even "know" about the Knights Templar until I "saw" this and did some research). There have been many of these and my best sense is that they are other incarnations of mine. That's a statement, but also a question. Any suggestions about how to further evolve this? Thanks again for such a phenomenal assistance and awakenings in helping those who want to advance and spiral out of the Game.
A:
I'm glad that M5 is beneficial to you on your path. It sounds like you received a rote from your Higher Self. One's Higher Self is never trivial, so you got something shim knew you need. As to your other experiences, you're on your own. See what develops.
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Q19:
I just read your latest M5-Vol 3 segment regarding Lightsiders. As i have long suspected -- attracting favorable conditions for personal matters is one thing, but changing large events is another entirely. That changing crystal shape in the water with thought is a favourite amongst some people i know. To them, it is 'proof' that 'Thought creates Reality'.
6-8-07
A:
I'm glad that you are enjoying the M5 segments. As for the water crystals, the effect is visible because it changes NOTHING in the Game, hence it is permitted.
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Q20:
Yesterday i received a strange call from my father. It was three in the afternoon and he called out of the blue (he has never really called me in my life) he wanted to tell me that" whatever happens that he'll always, always, love me. I just needed you to know that." Now, my father works in the Pentagon along with Powell and all those guys. He just got back from six months in Iraq. The call itself was strange but the message was stranger and I felt a cold chill run through my body. Afterwards I felt powerless in my right arm and thought of suicide. Later that day I asked my higher self what was going on. I simply got that it was a two-sided message, but that something big was coming down the pipe. As we know of the end game scene I knew this already, but it seems that the boys in
Washington are planning on launching some heavy shit soon. I have also seen some very active alien ships flying over here in
Utah. I just thought I'd get that out and see how you were. 6-9-07
A:
Thanks for sending me this info. I've been saying something VERY bad will happen to this country with this fall as likely - Sept or later and/or 08. Let me know if you hear any more.
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Q21:
Glad to read your move is successful. I haven't written in a very long time. When I read you were thinking about writing an M5 Astrology book I had to write to give my personal encouragement on such a project. My Astrology studies are progressing but most books I sense are partial truths as expected. Steven Forrest and Evolutionary Astrology is the most helpful material I have found. My question is: Is there an Astrology aspect or Natal position that indicates a predilection toward the ability to Astral Travel? I have over half the planets in the 8th and 12th houses. Yet, they still are mysterious to me. You wrote the 12th house has information about the incarnation that is closest to me on the timeline. Can you add anything more? The M5 project has been of immense assistance.
. 9-20-07
A:
While an astrological M5 book was an idea I had back a while, it's nothing I've thought of till you brought it up again. Combining M5 and astrology would be a project that could only be understood by astrologers, not the general public. For that reason, I'm not likely to do it...very limited audience who could appreciate it fully.
I recommend all books by Ivy Jacobson who is long dead. Also recommended is
anything by Sophia Mason (outstanding) and Mae R Wilson-Ludlam wrote great basic astrology books. I learned most of my relationship/sex astrology from Sophia who was SO funny. She has also died at an old age.
Several astrological factors could indicate astral travel abilities. One needs at least 3 factors to indicate likelihood. Good aspects from Neptune (astral) to personal planets. Strong water placements make one sensitive to the astral. Good aspects from Uranus free you from your physical. These are just some, but give you something to work with. The bottom line is IF your current incarnation is to be an astral
traveler, your Higher Self will see that it is so. It is not something that can be forced. Then, too, without proper training on the astral, one could have severe problems. My shamanic training gave me what I needed for that. The astral is not a place for
curiosity seekers. We all will be there when we drop dead. Until then, trust in YOUR Higher Self when it comes to if/when you will experience this. Definitely your Final Incarnation will have this necessary ability..
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Q22:
I have read your last segment and I was tempted to write you, for a long time I thought about asking your input on a couple of astrological questions. Since 2002 after reading the Matrix second edition I started getting really interested in astrology, and my interest has never ceased since. I am an auto tutored astrologer i have made it my aim to understand through experience (reading many charts, many books and contemplating many concepts). Astrology made me understand "time" its movement and its potential reservoirs of experience. It made me understand different qualities of character and give real allowance to different incarnations and their unique filter of experience. And of course it made me understand my own very complex lessons in my incarnation. I understand you work a lot with the nodes, for me i have not found (so far) any satisfying. Underlying principles in order to work with them thoroughly. I understand the concept of a kind of magnetic poling, spirit wise, going from the south to the north nodes, that compels the growing needs of the incarnation in the most delicate sense, it is like those points encompass the whole incarnation purpose (that even the sun is subordinate to). And as a compass for the spirit ,while it grows to that direction, opportunities and associations open up that are helping the spirit strongly on its incarnational path, but i still don't seem to understand its different levels and how it operates with different planets, would you say for a basic example the a planet in trine to the north is a supportive influence to the path and a square hiders it (therefore a reflection of a strong incarnational lesson that has to do with that planet)? and in synastry would you say the same to aspects between nodes or planets from one person to node of the other (except from the symbolic of for example moon -mother in different life time etc..) or that every connection of the nodes ( even inconjunct and square) show a link that advances growth between those incarnations ( one of my closest friends that I also know from at least a couple of vivid incarnational flashbacks, has his nodes square mine ). I am very eager and passionate about those topics, and any input and further guidelines on the subject from your own experienced knowledge would make me so very grateful. Perhaps I even speak for other M5 readers who themselves study astrology and also would appreciate an in depth segment of your one of a kind matrix V perspective.
. 10-20-07
A:
While square aspects ARE obstacles, we could not succeed without them. They are obstacles and not roadblocks. Rewards working with them are worth the effort.
Your Nodes refer to YOUR path ONLY. Other people's Nodes refer to theirs. Paths may, and do, intersect at times, but then go their own way. You are trying to read FAR too much into the Nodes between 2 charts. Keep it basic and simple which is difficult if you have Virgo placements.
Surprise and lack of predictability are part of our paths which is why our Higher Selves are restricted with what they can let incarnations, EVEN Dominant and Final, know. I know others who are always straining to find a detailed (damned Virgo-ish again) blueprint for the rest of their lives, always wanting to know all their Higher Selves know. The more one tries to do this, the LESS they will discover they are able to access. It's partially a body ID thing...the body looking for loopholes (hmmm...should tell you something) to its mortality and finite nature.
When comparing another's chart to mine, I look for basics (Moon ,Mercury,
Venus, Mars to mine primarily), but never go digging into Nodal aspects beyond the obvious, simple comparison.
Karmic (HATE that word) astrology deals with the study centering around the Nodes and incarnations. However it's flawed since they view incarnations sequentially. That should tell you who is behind the study in the first place.
Should I ever find myself in the company of M5 read astrologers (not likely), I would probably have all kinds of answers to questions, but, for now, that segment will have to do.
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Q23:
Since sequential incarnates have their past life memories, do they also have
pre-incarnational memories?
A:
In several Matrix
V segments, I refer to the sequential ability to recall their past lives. I
must add that, although they can recall their past lives on the sequential
path, they cannot recall their
pre-incarnational selves. It is a Game rule that one must spiritually Advance
without that outstanding pre-Game knowledge of one’s true Higher Self. As one
Advances, after making the leap-of-faith jump to the simultaneous path, one earns
insights that a sequential pather cannot.
Nevertheless,
even an Awakened Final Incarnation is extremely limited in this area. The
tidbits revealed in M5 are but crumbs from the table. We must wait for
Graduation to have full memories restored. Just keep in mind that sequentials
have far less of a spiritual connection to their Higher Selves than simultaneous
path incarnates. This is by design and path progress is rewarded. Path
stagnation (Game addiction) is not.
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Q24:
"I have question's that came up while reading The Graduation Key, Manipulating the Minions & More, page 18 second paragraph: Why are not the Laws of the Universe part of the game rules? Do the game rules supersede the universal laws? Is it because the universal laws are based on a lower density then what the game is based upon? And what would be the point of the "law" if it is in fact not law at all, but what would appear to be more of a lightsider suggestion for balanced living -- which would be an impossibility for all but finals?"
A:
"The use of the word "law" is what has some incarnates (who read M5) caught 'in the box'. The body ID'd thing is that a 'law' is rigid and blindly obeyed unless one wants to tempt fate and negative
consequences. The rules of the Game, no matter which Galaxy Game one is participating in, ARE the 'laws' of that Game.
"The Law of Allowance" is one of the universal 'laws' that were presented by Handbook For A New Paradigm. It should be called the Principle of Allowance, for it is no 'law' as we know it. The Handbook was sequentially motivated as the sequentials live for laws and the rule of such. If it were a true 'law', as one presumes, the sequentials could have never meddled on simultaneous Earth, for example.
Trying to move beyond the poorly chosen word "law" is difficult for those trapped by them while incarnated. From my incarnational perspective, I have no problem understanding the 'principles of the universe' vs 'the rules of the Game'.
Also, the Light polarity's "balanced living" has no relationship to true Balance.
This whole thing is too much for most incarnations to grasp. Nevertheless, our pre-Graduate Higher Selves fully understand and live it. Its comprehension is easier to understand on the simultaneous path than on the sequential. Likewise, easier to understand the more one's incarnation is Advanced. Finals, Dominants and Very Advanced deal with it much better than others.
As with other M5 concepts that may be difficult, push it to the side and just get on with YOUR path. Your Higher Self has things well in hand for YOU."
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Q25:
"Hello, could you please explain what all the talk is about the annunaki and enki and enlil? I have a hard time finding info about mintaka and the orion queen empire of our current DNA scientists but I can find a good amount about the annunaki being behind it all... is this a sequential alien plot to make us think this or are the annunaki's a part of the Orion empire? A little insight will help me a great deal."
A:
"All that is covered by Robert Morning Sky's materials. Unfortunately, he seems to have fallen off the planet, so good luck in finding it. I will tellyou that Enki and Enlil were genetic scientists from the Orion Empire who were central to the creation of Earth's races. ALL non-Earthers are sequential. THAT is clear from M5. Locating info on mintaka and the Empire will most likely turn up little or nothing. They want it that way. Your Higher Self already has lots of info on this. There is also a lot in the Library. If you can't access any of it, your Higher Self is telling you something.
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Q26:
"Did you find out about this recently, because you wrote (some time ago) that a Higher Self who is not ready to graduate won’t make a Final incarnation?
I can see how this segment ( "Reality Check: The Final’s Awakening Process")
might possibly induce a feeling of uncertainty or confusion in some incarnations
with Very Advanced perspectives, relative to graduation; the necessity for a
Higher Self to need more time to hone abilities, using two finals, was not
anticipated. But, as you say, the failure rate is relatively low.
A:
Yes, that
statement is correct. Let me give you a different example. A person in his
final year in school must take his finals to graduate. He takes the finals
because he believes that he is ready, yet not everyone actually
succeeds, even though the hope is that all will graduate.
In
this Galaxy Game, a simultaneous path Higher Self (when shim feels ready) will
create the Dominants and the Final, yet the Final must still pass the trials
by fire that shim will face. That Higher Self feels ready to Graduate or
shim would not have created the Dominant/Final status. Yet feeling one is ready
is not the same as demonstrating that one actually is. One's Final is the
manifestation of the Higher Self, yet will the Final make the correct choices of
spirit over body ID? In almost all cases, the answer will be 'yes', however
there are cases where the Final failed to choose spirit over body in the
significant, ‘you can't have it both ways’ trials.
Polarity
assaults on the astral and lures/threats on the physical are valid (by Game
rules) to test the Final's conviction and readiness to Graduate. There is NOTHING
that any other incarnation, not even the Dominants, can do to force (keep
allowance in mind) the Final to choose correctly for Graduation. They have
placed their trust in that Final. That trust should be absolute.
In
the rare cases of Final failure, that Higher Self will continue on the next
simultaneously designated planet with NEW incarnations, NEW Dominants from them
who will design another Final. The current incarnational line will not be
repeated, so “you” would not be doing this again. Using the Earth case,
these incarnations will just be memories/experiences of growth for that Higher
Self. That Higher Self will realize that there is still too strong of a lure in
the Game to be ready to leave it at this time. I can say that failure never has
happened twice. Lessons were learned.
ONLY
a Final Incarnation can properly identify with this segment. It was the most
difficult segment for me to write for the M5 series. The fiery trials
are not called 'the warm breeze in the noon-day sun' trials. Fire
burns and hurts. I've been through it. I know. Yet, if a Final
cannot make painful choices favoring spirit over body ID, that Final proves that
that Higher Self is not yet ready to Graduate.
Those, for whom M5 is
written, must trust that their Higher Self is ready and that your Final will,
indeed, make the correct choices when faced with them.
I guarantee that by reading
the segment and this Q&A, your Higher Self has registered any unease you may
have and that would resonate to your Final. It may be just the vibration needed
to prevent any pre-Graduates from Final failure.
Trust in your Higher Self!
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Q27:
Dear "The Author," kind regards. I have the entire Matrix V trilogy and I am now on the Q and A section of Matrix V - Volume 2 - The Graduation Key. Let me say first of all that these books are outstanding and the knowledge is powerful and liberating to say the very least. I have read much about the minion incarnations but I always feel that there is more to learn so I re-read the chapters about the minions from Matrix V - Quest of the Spirit - The Ultimate Frontier. I also noted the fact that you can spot minions easily such as his trip to China in which two out of three of your tour guides were minions. The information in the Graduation key about the majority of minions being vegetarians was interesting also, but I haven't come across many vegetarians in my lifetime. If minions are in the workplace, amongst friends and family, how can a Higher Self (at any Spiritual level) be spotted among the minions? The thing is that Higher Self incarnates are the odd ones out as there are over five BILLION minion incarnates on the planet. I have always been a loner, wanting to be free of the artificial majority (I knew that there was something weird about them years ago) and Matrix V confirms that reasons why. The mere fact that the majority of the people that I know are minions it makes me more inclined to know who the Higher Selves are. Basically I want to know the definitive way to spot a Higher Self incarnate. I know how to spot certain Higher Self incarnates, but there are other people who have been in my life and I am split as to whether they are Higher Selves or Minions. If you could help me with this question I'd be so grateful.
29 June 2009
A:
It's not that the majority of minions are vegetarians, but rather that the majority of
vegetarians are minions of the non-carnivorous variety, to be exact. Also, what an Awakened Final can discern is usually quite different than what other levels of incarnation do. It is a part of necessity. If one's Higher Self required any specific incarnation to determine minions, sequentials on Earth or anything else unusual, shim would have it so. Don't be concerned if they're minions or Higher Self incarnations. If they want to be around you, most likely they are Higher Self incarnates. Minions have no patience with M5 materials. Just appreciate them for who they are to you and enjoy your path. Most of all, trust in YOUR Higher Self.
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Q28:
Firstly, I want to thank for for sharing MV gold, which I have found great resonance with over the last few years and continue to refer to on many occasions when I need some clarification on various issues. I have been researching into non-physical experiences for quite a few years now and have regular OBE's which I have my own classification/scenario database for. And I must say since I have been exposed to MV my 'experiences' have developed and expanded in all sorts of ways, which I wont bother you with,
My reason for contacting you now, is a particular OBE I had at the end of June. I shall relay from my notes, if you would take a moment to read them:
I found myself in an area/place where I was observing, involved and at times assimilated with a group of individuals (male and female) who were 'collecting/taking' ? certain people via a kind of 'device' which at times appeared to look like a 'butterfly net' (without the net) the device would be placed over the heads brought down to the feet, and the person would be cocooned in an energetic golden mist? after this they disappeared. The group that were doing this also had somekind of list in their hands, it hand strange symbols and the entire history of that individual and their previous lives? Occasionally this group would be seen by others but most of the time they would be invisible and what they were doing was on an energetic level and also invisible. I followed this group around, in particular a woman, eventually she spoke to me saying that I was not to worry as I was on her list but my 'time' was not yet.
I saw a large elongated structure/device hanging in the sky it was enormous, I heard the group saying that a devastating tornado was coming which would be catastrophic (to whom?). The gathered personal energy and the adding of
some kind of gold particles/mist would help to dispel/deter this tornado? I watched as 3-4 people of this group were having
some kind of disagreement regarding a female rider and horse (in mid jump) the male merged/melded into the rider and horse to take the energetic body of the woman, however this also included entering the horse (this taking was considered a dangerous act) as I observed this freeze-framed? scene I assimilated with them and experienced the whole episode, which was overwhelmingly emotional and sad, as the horse flipped forward into a bizarre type of 'accident'. After a while observing the group and all the scenes I spoke with the woman.... eventually I found myself in a large podule/vehicle type object (there were others near by also) we were told to lay down in the foetal position, in the 'footwell'? area. I was then enveloped in an energetic golden mist. I couldn't breathe but it didn't matter. I then found myself walking around with others and being told/shown (telepathically) what had happened. I noticed as I looked around that there were psychics positioned in certain areas (focusing their energy) mirrors, reflectors and the gold particle energy had been used to dispel/disperse this huge structure in the sky. Experience ended.
Comments- just before I 'awoke' / came back, the whole event was explained in great detail including the 'lists' (which were all very different, with different linkages for individuals) it was all very clear to me, however, lost in recall. This group of people seemed 'human'.
6 July 2009
A:
My only comment is you are the second person in 12 hours to tell me of a tornado-centered dream which I feel is EndGame chaos
coming ... Trust in your Higher Self.
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Q29:
I have always had the urge to reach
out and provide some feedback on how your materials have affected me. I felt I
should wait and absorb the MATRIX V books as I was simultaneously observing my
environment with a new perspective (yes, the glasses from "They Live"
is an accurate analogy). I first assumed I randomly stumbled across your
materials (trufax.org first, then the Matrix V book), then after reading the
introduction to the Matrix V project, I knew this was no accident. I found
trufax.org when browsing some links on montalk.net back in 2004, which I later
realized was heavily polarity driven and was a mine field of traps and half
truths. I will admit, my conscious decision for clicking on the trufax link was
purely physical, as montalk stated the link contained much information on
aspartame and it's negative effects. I now realize my Higher Self guided me
towards this project in order to discover my true self and the nature of the
game. I'm amazed how this one decision has changed my life. I'm now able to
handle situations and people with a more balanced approach. I vividly remember
reading and embracing everything, until you began describing the intricacies of
genders and how heterosexual intercourse shorts out a males spiritual connection
to there Higher Self, however. I read on as impulses from my Higher Self subdued
my fear and I soon came to embrace and acknowledge this truth. I immediately
pondered how I always felt awkward around certain females and that they always
demanded too much time, entertainment, and energy; not to mention there
deceitful nature. It's funny how they gang up on any male that won't submit or
kiss there ass. It really use to upset me, but I find it entertaining and
childish - sorry bitches, I don't jump when you try to exert that Cuntrol. I'm
much more selective with the company I keep, and you were right, the more you
advance, the less vibrational don't want to be around you. That's fine with me,
I can't stand hearing about there stupid sports teams, boring marriages, or how
they wan to get fucked up on alcohol or drugs. I recently concluded my
experience with marijuana. Again, you were right, once you are done with a
certain experience, you can easily set it down, and never look back. I have not
felt the urge to indulge, nor do I desire that experience again. Now, I have
other things to work on. I have introduced the Matrix materials to a few
individuals I know, merely probing to see if they would be interested in reading
your books. Unfortunately, no one has been interested, so I use balance and
choose not to bring it up unless they do. I remember stashing your books once or
twice when I would have company, but I now leave them out to see if anyone picks
them up. It's odd, some people look at the cover and immediately look away
without asking about it. Others pick it up then put it down, and one sat next to
it as if it were invisible. I do have one question, if you would not mind
replying ...... Is the process for subduing the body's programmed attraction to the opposite sex solely higher self induced, or is it a combination of the Higher Self along with the conscious awareness with that particular incarnational stream that induces this process?
13 Sep 2009
A:
Thank you for your comments. I'm glad that M5 is beneficial to you on your path. As to your question, the breaking of experiential loops, especially that of heterosexuality, it must be part of your Higher Self's path. Heterosexuality is a major Game feature and part of experiencing one's male side and one's female side independently. When one's Higher Self has had sufficient, limiting experiences in heterosexuality, shim moves to homosexuality as shim wants the experiences in the physical of uniting male and female in one and the like attracts like ideal. Since individual genders do not exist beyond the 3rd density, becoming proficient in one gender and consciously not requiring the opposite gender in the physical is a major achievement when combined with spiritual Advancement. So, yes, it begins with one's Higher Self path requirement and is expressed through the spiritual ID of the incarnation. Bisexuality is an early stage of this, experimental. When one advances beyond bisexuality to pure homosexuality and is spiritually confident with that decision, then the incarnation knows that Graduation is proceeding as necessary. This does not mean that all incarnations of that simultaneous path Higher Self are aware of it. Far from it. Each incarnation has its own path and should be only concerned with their path, not what others, even of the same Higher Self, are doing. The concept of 'everyone should be the same' (including sexual/affectional orientation) is sequential. Earth is being heavily sequentialized. Those pre-Graduates on Earth, in the Very Advanced incarnational levels, resist being sequentialized provided they have sufficient spirit ID over body ID. Follow your own path, if you are going to break experiential loops, then you are in for very interesting and rewarding experiences. Trust in your Higher Self..
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Q30:
Your lastest post regarding relationships and graduation has brought several questions to mind that I don't believe have been covered by your material yet. I apologize if this has already been addressed. You have mentioned that some higher selves will not be ready to graduate as they are addicted to the game and will move on to the next simultaneous planet while shims friends may all graduate during that present game. What happens to a higher self at graduation when shim finally does graduate but all the friends shim started the game with have long moved on to the higher densities. Is there no one for shim to share graduation with other than the game's creator(s)? Does shim ever reunite with the original set of friends with which the 3rd density game was started?
A:
This should be obvious: that Higher Self will meet others at the next simultaneous planet. Choices have consequenses, as stated very well in M5. One cannot have it all. Those who Graduate as scheduled have far more important things to be concerned with that any who may decide to continue. If the original group of friends was more important, I guess that would have showed with decisions by that incarnation.
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Q31:
Q: My name is George, I’m 38 years of age, living in Bucharest, Romania. I’m an interested reader of your materials. In the past I have very briefly corresponded with Val, this time I have decided to write to you. My question to you, if you would deem necessary to respond to, is connected to the “awful fires of Final Awakening” as you refer to in your post “Reality Check: The Final’s Awakening Process”.. Would these include not an inner strong feeling of KNOWING that one is a Final incarnation, later on confirmed by meeting of the one’s Dominants within one’s Higher Self in order to discuss important aspects/matters of the Self? (Graduation, etc.) You say “I can tell you from my own Awakening sequence that I was given choices between body and spirit ID’s and my decisions altered my progression.” The question is, when you were given those choices, were you aware that you are a Final Incarnation? Hypothetically, if a Final Incarnation makes body rather spirit choices while not aware of Shim’s role in that incarnation, is him/her on the path of a failed Final? “Everything hinges on that Final’s performance and that Higher Self cannot force the issue. The Final must act on shim’s level of spiritual maturity.” All right, but does it not matter in the least if that Final is aware/is not aware of Shim’s role in that incarnation? .... For instance, to me it would make a huge difference if I would have the slightest inner proof/knowledge that I am a Final. Shit, I think I would definitely take the painful choices/changes in my life and break the last experiential loops I did not yet overcome. They refer to parting ways with my wife and experiencing other sexual path avenues, other than hetero only at this time. Up until now, to my knowledge, I have broken (or had them broken by other incarnations of my HS) most if not all the other loops, the last and nastiest one being the religious loop .... For 13 years I’ve been a practicing Christian in a Christian denomination, going through all levels from a simple member to a full time preacher, converting others, etc. Then I went through my own awful fires of awakening to the big shit that all religion is and utterly rejected it in all forms. Boy, was that a tough nut to crack that I could talk about for hours and hours. On the other hand, never had a problem with power, money, fame, possessions, nationality, race, etc. What is interesting, I was able to break the religious loop just because I got married when I reached 30… That step (I know now, unfortunate even though necessary for me at that time) set a chain of events that led me to eventually break the loop of religion… Interesting, huh? Were it not for getting married, never would I have got the chances to reach a level from where to see religion as it is and break the chains... In the meantime, but before becoming aware of Matrix V, I bred one child. In the economic, social context here, this child I believe will best develop if I would be close by to help at any time… This entails still being together with my wife… I know, my path, my experiences, and I make no apology for anything… Even so, hell, if I would get the slightest proof/inner knowledge of being a Final, I would go beyond what today appears to me such painful choice… Never seen or been inside my Higher Self, never met any potential Dominants, not to my knowledge. So, to me, it appears well I’m not a Final but only perhaps a Very Advanced Incarnation in the very early stages of that level, perhaps even a sort of Transitional Incarnation, from one level to another. .... So, I wrote you these things only hoping you could elaborate more on the Awakening process of a Final, beyond what you have already revealed in MV. Of course, I expect no confirmation/negation from you with regards to my status, it is not a business of yours, you could not possibly know. I need to, of course, take the issue to my Higher Self. How else beyond your Meditation and an earnest desire to have it revealed to me? Any thoughts, suggestions?
16 September 2009
A:
Thanks for your comments. Remember that when I was going through my Awakening process, there was no Matrix 5 or anything like it to assist me. I had to progress to the point of meeting my Dominants to be told who I was and Robert Monroe's assistance,in presenting the tools necessary (for me) to reach my Higher Self, was invaluable. Now M5 is out there and is assisting pre-Graduates discover who they are. I can't tell you what will occur on your path. I had specific events happen on mine where I consciously met my Dominants. I saw them and heard what was told to me. I had many outstanding and amazing (to me) incidents when I was not asleep to help, but all that was necessary as I had to do M5 for the rest of the Graduating group. When I was given certain choices, and I'm thinking of a particularly painful one, I was not aware that I was a Final or even what that might be. It was making the correct choices for my path that increased my Awakening. I find there is too much concern over the 'failed Final' comments. The only incarnation that it applies to is a Final. For all other incarnations, it's just information and more details concerning Graduation. There is nothing...NOTHING...that any other incarnation can do to change the decisions your Higher Self's designated Final may choose. Being aware of the information in Reality Check does give one's Final a boost that may or may not be needed. Knowing what rewards come from making spirit vs body ID choices, specific to one's incarnation, are really not a sign of spiritual maturity. One makes spirit choices because of knowing this is what must be done without knowing what may lie ahead. That's the nature of the Game. Do what you must do. That's your path. Trust in your Higher Self and be content with who you are.
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Q32:
Dear Author, Could you possibly clarify a bit more on the use of destructive nuclear/atomic energy in the game? Given that atomic bombs have been detonated in our world and presumably in "other worlds as well"; with the possibility of "Soul damage" to Higher Selves & Nature Spirit; what part are these devices playing in the game?
4 October 2009
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No, I have nothing to say about this. If you think a 3rd density device can override one's Higher Self, then M5 is not written for you.
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Q33:
Dear 'The Author', I have a question in regards to Time Travel and Parallel Realities. You have written about how it is against the Game to change things in the past and have also written about parallel realities. My question is how are both things true? It has been stated that we can't go back in time and change anything, yet parallel realities exist? It seems to me that things happen for a reason in life and life is like a jiggsaw puzzle, it seems as though parallel realities would do away with the jiggsaw puzzle. Furthermore to what extent do Parallel Realities exist? For example, in the Alternate Universes & The Graduation Key it is stated that parallel realities channel vast amounts of information into our Higher Selves. I would assume that the eras in Simultaneous time run according to a set script and that Parallel Realities could only become a reality for the individual rather than the timeline. What I mean is that a person could have a different reality if their Higher Self requires it but even then their parallel reality could not get in the way of the overall script of The Game run era. As an example, I don't think that there is a Parallel Reality where Hitler won the war and therefore it can't be wrong to assume that Parallel Realities have a limit. If you could help me with my enquiry I would be most grateful.
4 October 2009
A:
Many M5 readers have complex questions. In part this is connected with Very Advanced levels. My internal questions rival most of yours, but...and I do mean 'BUT', we are expected to be in the Game, in our reality. Once our concerns move beyond it, one may lose the perspective of here and now. You want to know Game mechanics and, for that, you'll have to wait for Graduation where your Higher Self, if shim doesn't know the answers already, will get to ask the Game creator(s). What is the purpose of parallel realities? How do they concern this one? Well, these are the types of questions that have to wait. I don't have these answers, but I am ok with waiting to find out.
A reality where the Germans won WWII...several things have been written with that concept. For one thing, we wouldn't have the Israeli problem that plagues Earth today, but that's just one observation. (Check your body ID).
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Q34:
Hi there. I'm in a situation currently in which a long lasting het relationship might be ending. My question is about the
spiritual suppression that happens from het interaction. My understanding from the readings so far is that the shorting out happens with opposite genders and that the longer the "relationship" or interaction, the more powerful the suppression. I can say honestly I have had a notable drop in my psychic abilities and feelings of HS connection since the relationship began. My question is about how long it may take for the suppressive effects to wear off? If they do at all? It occurs to me it could be dependent on the individual but I don't recall mention of it in the materials. If it is mentioned I will have to look through again.
24 Dec 2009
A:
How long the effects last is an individual experience, and, yes, they DO wear off. If you are the level of Advancement that M5 was written for, everything (especially the obvious) does not need to be stated, such as the sentence I underlined below! Now, if you remain het body oriented, you'll just look for another female and, of course, nothing will change. It may just be what is required for your current incarnation. You'll have to find out from your Higher Self.
If you've decided the het life is no longer for you, then same gender vibrations will make one's recovery that much quicker, but you can't be what you are not.\
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Q35:
"I read the article on Matrix V - Volume 4 - Endgame about relationships where some Higher Selfs who have a close bond (eternal companions) can meld together as one after Graduation.
My question is what do you mean when you state that the Melding does not end your unique self?
The thing is that if two Higher Selves become as one then you would think that both would merge to become a totally new creation?
If you could help me with this query I'd appreciate it. 8 Jan 2010
A:
They indeed are a new being but they also retain all their incarnational personalities. It is complex. I can understand it as far as still being in the Game.
You have failed to grasp one of the significant parts of M5. Each Higher Self contains ALL shim's incarnations. This remains the same for all meldings. If it is too difficult for you to grasp that, put it aside. Maybe rereading M5 correctly will assist you. Otherwise it is beyond your current incarnation and that's ok too.
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Q36:
"I have read Monroe's trilogy, and by some strange synchronicity the delivery of Matrix V was delayed- i.e. I had to finish Monroe's books first -now reached the question/answer section of Matrix V
I am aged 67 and have lived this incarnation as a female, so I appreciate that I am not a final, but, since none of your info has shocked me, maybe I am dominant or advanced.
I have escaped all my experiencial loops other than tobacco addiction. I have led a turbulent emotional life - 2 husbands, 1 cohabiting relationship and numerous hetero partnerships inbetween. I escaped that loop at the age of 60 and have lived happily alone ever since.
I do not identify with the 'woman who wants to change her man'. I never tried that - if he didn't suit he got dumped. I do see many females who are like that, and avoid/despise them.
I have now reached a stage where I am enjoying withdrawl from most social contact.
I describe it as hibernation, and with poor summer weather in UK it has become year long.
Internet shopping meets all my physical survival needs. For 2 years I have spent many hours a day reading and
web browsing for the truth. I now know why I came, what I had to experience and why, and am ready to go.
I have not tried to induce an OBE, on the basis that it will happen spontaneously if my higherself wants it.
I have vivid dreams which sometimes feature one of my exhusbands. He was a particularly nasty person who I can now see as being either minion or darkside. He had narcissistic personality disorder. He died violently and mysteriously 7 years ago (a bulldozer ran over his head - no witnesses).
I have no desire to ever encounter him again, and have avoided all contact for 30years.
Now I know more about what my future existance will be, and the reality of what some dreams are, the fact that I might encounter him after my death or in dreams is a bothersome nuisance to me. I no longer fear him, but wish to avoid any disturbance of this blissful state I call 'peace of mind'.
I have just bought some tourmaline and will wear it 24/7. I would like your opinion on whether it is possible or even desirable to prevent such contact.
16 Apr 2010
A:
That you're having such dreams indicates your dead husband has at least one of your soul pieces. You need to locate a good shaman to fix this. As I say in M5, I am ONLY available to answer questions about M5. I am not anyone's personal advisor. A lead for locating a shaman is www.medicinegarden.com Eileen Nauman operates that site and is a shaman. They do not have to be located near you and distance is insignificant.
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Q37:
"Here's something that occurred to me: If the reptilians' coming to Earth and messing with our DNA was what allowed for Earth to be designated the simultaneous planet right now, when we graduate and Earth is no longer around in its current form, and they're left all frustrated, will they then seek to subjugate another race, which will then be the catalyst for the next simultaneous planet to emerge? What are other possible catalysts for the emergence of simultaneous planets if they are not all caused by the reptilians/other races, or otherwise coming under the covert dominance of an external force and being handed even tighter parameters of existence, thus allowing for more condensed experiential learning and processing?"
17 Aug 2010
A:
"You are limiting your perception to this sector of this Galaxy Game. Simultaneous-designated planets occur throughout the galaxy and their experiences are very different for Graduation, such as when it was in a Light polarity dominated sector with no Orion or Sirian influences. You're only viewing our simultaneous planet. The next is in a different sector of the galaxy. The Orion/Sirian Empires will always be conducting experiments and messing with planets. This is all made clear in M5 and understood by those for whom M5 is written."
Q38:
"I don’t fully understand why Higher Selves would choose to play a game where the females are draining. You have said that female animals are not the same. It’s one thing to not wanna be around them, but the fact is you can’t fully escape that they are around... easily. So why, even if there are some commands to increase body ID if you contact opposite gender (east to avoid), do we (as Higher Selves) play this. For example, as I am “stuck” with my parents, it makes my own mother just annoying as hell. I am not sure if they would still be manipulative if they didn’t have that “need to drain” but it seems like one follows the other. Is this game played because it’s the best available or the Higher Self actually thought , hmm ok half of these bodies are gonna automatically drain the other half..... yeah that sounds like a good game! Sounds a bit crazy right? Would the Higher Selves pick the game with non draining females if it were available? Would it be anywhere near as bad? As another observation, the whole Mothers day/Fathers day seems to be a direct manifestation of the breeding loop. Ie, when I told my mother she’d have a day when I had a day... it caused a major body ID reaction resulting in her exclaiming that I was “just a child” (her child, but at 28 you are hardly a child) and that if I was going to go back to university (which I’m not) I’d have to “be reasonable” (conform)... so much for a nice warm fluffy friendly day called “mother’s day”. It’s definitely a reality that Higher Selves don’t give a damn that their incarnation is interacting with m5g types or you would think they would wake those incarnations up a bit. But I have never seen this, instead you just get glaring body ID. Can you 100% clarify this, does the incarnation remain individualized after being recalled or do all incarnations become the Higher Self again. The picture I get is, whatever incarnation level I am, I just wake up and become my Higher Self again. I do not go on to become a Final, or Dominant or something. Thus I return to full knowledge/power after I die/recalled. You would call this your Final becoming your Higher Self. Right? I’m sure this is how it is, although I would certainly like a bit more clear input from my Higher Self from time to time."
17 Aug 2010
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"All this is covered by reading ALL of M5 and that mean all 4 volumes...and it makes perfect sense to those for whom M5 is written."
Q39:
Higher Self Intervention:
"I had a really wonderful experience last night. I was riding my bike home from a friend's house. As I passed a gas station, I was suddenly overcome with a huge urge to fill my tires with air. I somehow managed to let all the air out of my back tire, and spent a short while fumbling with the nozzle before finally giving up and setting out walking. A mile down the road there was an overturned SUV on the far right of the street, that had been knocked over by another car about 20 minutes prior. My sudden urge to put air in my tires and then subsequent failure kept me far away from that scene! I passed it with awe and a huge smile."
Oct 8, 2010
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"And that's how it can work"
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Q40:
"Greetings from the UK:
I'd like to start by commending your efforts with the matrix v project, I thank my higher self for making this information available to my current incarnation frequently as it brings me joy and a refreshing feeling when i have a good read. As you can see I'm from the UK I live on the outskirts of London. Born 28th Jan 89. I've been putting off contacting you for a very long time but after last night I felt maybe the timing is right. I actually pushed your materials aside and went as far away from them as possible to make sure before i read them, then one day i just fort why not and began to read. I have never finished a book in my life so its almost like breaking a loop reading the matrix. your materials are in my opinion very correct and the information resonates with me. i knew when i started reading your materials that this was were i needed to head. as i had even theorised alot of the stuff you mention in the Matrix to friends before reading it and they have said "ooh that's in the Matrix" which always made me smile. the reason I guess I never started reading it earlier was one of my friends really took to your materials and started stressing the information like it was the spiritual bible i didn't want to turn out like him so i avoided it as best i could at first, i find i had necessary experiences and learnt alot by not reading it the first time when i had the opportunity.
I find myself in a interesting position, since i can remember I've felt like my life was a "crash course" i feel like I've had experience that some people may only experience one of in one life time, i was born into a flexible family. i was baptised into the CE but as soon as i was old enough to say no i soon moved on, even while i was there i never really followed the stuff it seemed far fetched even back then. i rubbished religion and became i guess what you would call a game player, an atheist, after being an atheist and loads of experiences later a friend of mine said he wanted to tell me things that i wouldn't believe. I'm very open minded and listened to what he had to say. although i never really cared for much of the alien stuff the spiritual side of it really hit home. we then went through stages. first it was Alex colliers origin race and that we would be saved! ..haha that never really sat well with me and i decided to move on. Then it was spirit guides chasing off after make believe spirits that would look after you. even then i remember thinking why the hell would a spirit spend all its time following me around everywhere has it go nothing better to do? eventually a friend got hold of your material at what would seem mere chance, obviously not but you know... he suggested some information from it thinking it would shock me it immediately made sense and i quickly took back my power and removed the bullshit from my life. it has only been shy of 2 years and i feel i've come a ridiculous distance. i feel I've broken loops and experienced things others take a life time to do hence the crash course.
You often state that you yourself are very lonely and a lot of the readers also say they are. i find this interesting and wonder what this means for me because i am not lonely i feel that there is no one to my exact level around me but i am actually surrounded by a good handful of higher selves from low advanced up to possibly dominant. we use to get together on regular basis to discuss spiritual topics but slowly due to individual levels people have dropped out and ive "respected there level" even if it has potentially ruined our friendships. my best friend from the age of about 4 i lost due to my lack of conformity to his beliefs (Hes a cancer i often chuckle when reading your facts about cancers and think of him). this doesn't really bother me as i will not bend to anyone else but it seems physically like a waste but never mind... Most of this handful are aware of your materials some have read monroe's books and David Ikes. i swear its like a little community but we are far from a group mentality each one of us is very unique and i think we all gain bits n pieces from each other. the most interesting part is that none of us are consciously psychic, nor does anyone have direct contact with the higher self or astral projects on a regular basis. that goes for me also. apart from a mid level auntie who's psychic we have nothing. i find our situation very unique, i have never herd anyone else state theirs remotely close to ours. i know no shamans, or anyone of that sort of unique nature, no one that has genuine "healing" abilities or any of the mid level psychic branch and i often wonder why this is? i rarely have contact with religious fanatics, i often want to test out my observation skills but have little "targets" to try out on.
i feel like i have roll to play like you have had your roll in the matrix project then again i guess that could be the body talking through me. i read your materials and even though i know you say don't compare yourself to my experiences, i cant help but think about my current level. I find that the only real loop i face at the moment is the dreaded "het" loop. even though i have never had sex nor have i ever been able to hold down a relationship due to my individual nature. although i find very little about the male physical attractive i would still bond with another spirit if the time and benefits were right for me, i really do enjoy my friends company especially the other higher selves but i find that i could never really have that sort of a relationship with my immediate higher self friends. Sex is something that i have never really had a drive for. the interesting part is. i am physically no way unattractive i am not a loner or a "geek" i am socially very acceptable. i often say iI'm a wolf in sheep's clothing. I'm still quite popular even though I'm known for being individual. when ever i see old friends they still talk to me although i make little effort making social time with them frequent due to them being minion or spiritually dull. my current level doesn't really concern me its more were i end up that i find most important. i do think that the possibility of me being a final is still there although it doesn't bother me what i am i cant help but wonder and i know that curiosity alone will not answer this. But if 2012 is one possible end for the sim path, shim hasn't given my alot of time to be fully awakened then again who am i to question what shim wants from me, my concious levels i find are ridiculously high, although i have very little to compare to maybe all incarnations are as concious as this. is it possible to be this concious just so i can read the matrix and benefit my other incarnations, all the signs would point to a final but everyone is different so i will have to wait and see.
the only thing really going for me at the moment is i have alot of dreams that are very vivid and clear, to me they are compensation to experiences i cannot have while in this current incarnation even from the most minor dreams to very major ones. but they are dreams on occasion i do have what i feel is other incarnations. 5 times this has happened twice was 2 deaths and the others were just meetings of some sort.
there is one question id like to ask you after my major "me me me" essay, i guess id like you to know a little about me.
its to do with 5 possible incarnations i have met. every time these meetings have occurred a what i can only describe as a ferocious wind picks up like im standing in the middle of a tornado flows through my body along with energy and vibrations the feeling is truly immense. have you herd of this before at all? could you shed any light on this for me?"
19 Oct 2010
A:
"What an essay! I'm glad that M5 is beneficial to you on your path and it seems you've come far in your 21 Aquarian years. Aquarius is the key sign for the Graduation and M5 project as both Val and I are Aquarians, always ahead of the other 11 and blazing the way to what's coming.
Also there are a number of M5 readers in the UK. That doesn't surprise me since major alien activity surrounds London with your queen and that 'royal' family being huge players there. M5 is giving you keys you need to discover who you are and each volume adds to the previous. Not all keys in there are needed by everyone, but the ones YOU need are available to you for your path. Where it will take you, only you will know. However, from what you've writte, you are progressing quite well. On the standard path hand, age 28-29 is significant for everyone (Saturn Return astrologically) and age 30 gives you new directions. On the Graduation path, who knows who will make that age, if they haven't already. Circumstances can change at a moment's notice. Those of us scheduled to Graduate will be ready. I always keep both mundane and spiritual paths in mind and, depending on the situation, can act accordingly.
I'm glad you have a circle of friends and are not 'alone'. It seems no matter where I am, everyone else I'd be interested in is far away in another direction. My curse, it seems. I'd have a good time with you on several levels, but...
As for those 5 incarnations of yours that you've met...it's not for idle curiousity. The Higher Self doesn't DO 'idle curiousity'. You need to ask them questions. if they are your Dominants (3-5 incarnations), they will tell you so and tell you things that you need to know. A good question (one I asked mine) is how many incarnations do I have in the simultaneous path. When they told me (at one of my Monroe Institute visits), I asked Monroe and he verified that the number is correct for me. You may find, as I did, that 1 of the Dominants (if they are Dominants) is the leader/spokesperson of the group. I can't tell you anything about them unique to yourself. That's your project."
Q41:
"Greetings: First of all I would like to commend you for the matrix V project because it has made a massive impact on my life and fully woken me up to the game and it's players. It has also helped me recognise many loops that I had before reading it and I have managed to fully break them for example religion. Just for the record I am a heterosexual male that is turning bi-sexual slowly but surely. I could easily go a whole lifetime without the opposite sex I am not dependant on them at all like many. It also no longer feels right to be with them because they are so different which ends up with them annoying me and I just can't deal with them any more. It just does not feel right or necessary for this incarnation so I have probably been suffering with their bullshit for a while which is the higher self's way of saying 'stay the fuck away from them'. When I think hard about it I find the opposite sex disgusting and I am uncomfortable with them, the male body strikes me as a lot more attractive I prefer the company of my male friends a lot more but have not reached the stage of engaging in sexual intercourse as of yet. I can see the game is trying to pull me back since I am getting a lot of attention from the opposite sex when I have made absolutely no effort to achieve it and so I have either given them the cold shoulder or told them to fuck off as necessary. I was wondering how long a general transition from het to bi and then even bi to homosexual would take and want to know if you could shed any light on the matter for me. I also have other questions such as if a person in the same position as me were to have sexual intercourse with a female (not that I want to) would that like reset that male's system to default in a sense and make him find men unattractive and females attractive? For my final question basically many times when I am falling asleep I see many faces of people I am sure I have never seen in this life and yet I feel so strongly connected to them or I really feel it's actually me, could these be other incarnations of my higher self? Thanks for your time."
Oct 23, 2010
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"I'm glad that M5 is beneficial to you on your path. The sexual DNA command is probably the most difficult to break because it is one of the root commands of Earther DNA structures. How it is dealt with is an individual thing and each Higher Self works with it in shim's own time and manner. There is NO one answer to what you want to know. What works for me or for you may well not work for any other. Your questions are all answered by the M5 series. I can add nothing to what I have already written on these things."
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Q42:
"Hi! I have been reading your books for about 4 years now, and I absolutely love this stuff. I have a quick question for you.
I have just finished reviewing your segments on the cross symbol before asking you this, and I found that there is one minor, but important detail, that isn't covered in the segments.
You have written that the symbol is basically a portal for Dark energy and will disrupt any chakra it is placed over, and that it also helps feed lower astral entities. This makes sense, and I have no problem with that at all; I even have an interesting story of my own that seems to verify this, that I will share at the end of this letter. My question is this:
Does the cross symbol have the same effect of creating a portal for the Dark if it is in print on a piece of paper? I apologize if this seems like a silly question, but I do own a few books that have that symbol on it (Acharya's "Christ Conspiracy" has one in the center of the Sun on the cover, for example), as well as some Tarot cards that have this symbol printed on it, and I'm not exactly into the idea of inviting Dark energy into my space or into the space of anyone I might be giving a Tarot reading for. Is it only a physical, 3 dimensional construction of this symbol that creates this portal, or do these depictions of it in ink on printed paper have the same or similar effect?
" May 23, 2012
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"I'm glad that M5 is beneficial to you on your path. As for the cross, definitely all 3 dimensional crosses/crucifixes have the portal potential that is accessibly by any Dark entity desiring an opening into our Earth. Placing them over a bed or in a bedroom is particularly perilous for obvious reasons. I would avoid tarot decks with crosses on them. Tarot is a psychic tool and thus crosses in them, even though 2 dimensional, can be tempting fate more than one would care to. As for non-psychic, general reading material, if one gets the impression that a cross/crucifix there is giving an unwanted vibration, black it out or alter the image so it is no longer a cross, such as connecting the arms makes it more of a kite. However in all these cases, you will have to be the judge as to what to do, if anything."
Q43:
"I did not know how insidious the female capability of draining a male's energy is until now. On the positive side, this awareness must have come through because of more spirit within me. On the negative side, I am so damned angry that I have done this, I obviously continue it on some level, and what can I do about it? I can only be at the level I am, a 55-year-old divorced female, but I have seen in the past few weeks just how awful this is. I watched as a chaperone at my daughter's high school prom just what females do to wrap a guy around their little finger and drain them, so disgusted I was as I saw the young women laughing and displaying their "hook" around the young men. Now I see how even driving in a car and seeing a man walking down the street is a signal for the genetic coding to be activated to grab his energy. Horrified, I have seen how I smile at men in grocery stores and the addictive Orion energy triggering more sucking of their energy. Yes, lightsider supposed energy is really darksider to grab energy. So I have done my best to be aware of this. I have backed off from situations where I am around men since I see they have no resistance or awareness that this is going on. I think I see this because I have been physically exhausted for weeks and the body is desperate for more energy in the chaos we have around us. All covers are blown as the body seeks to be the one and only focus, which is unreal when you are reading Matrix V and gradually becoming more and more aware. I think too that the messed up genetic code activation for this depleting of male energy by females triggers a message to the Orion genetic scientist and thus to their world of the status of females here. Nothing is in isolation. I could be all wrong about this, but I cringe when I am aware of being around men and what this might possibly be really about. I try not to touch or hug any man. I bring up gold energy. I tell myself to stop. I don't necessarily feel any more energy but I KNOW this is going on with males. Lastly, I remember your words of trusting in my Higher Self to get through this.
." May 30, 2012
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"There really is no way to undo this feature of females. The goal is to recognize that it's there. Orionized females embrace this feature and use it as part of their manipulation and control. It also causes females to clash with each other as much as they do. Very territorial. You can be around males. It's difficult not to be around the opposite gender in life, but the Very Advanced female must learn to control the urges to drain male energy. Enforcing gold light around you will definitely help. American Orionized females have been attempting to end male-only institutions and organizations for decades now. The energy there is so rich for them to siphon off - like vampires craving blood. Your Higher Self knew it wouldn't be easy but chose the challenge. When a male has had his energy drained he can restore it over time or be around other males who will unconsciously recharge him. Being aware of this is definitely Very Advanced level."
